...and I still have no clue what to do to celebrate, if anything. My parents keep jabbing me over what I want, but I don't know that either...

Gah, the 17th is coming too fast. x.x It's my big 20 and I have no clue in hell what I'm doing...

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Okay, I guess my internet is staying...for now. Ugh, all of that distress for nothing...

Unfortunately I'm still stuck with my fucking parents for reasons I won't waste time divulging here.



They decided that because my brother is useless, they'd blame the internet instead of addressing any of the real problem. So, for his fucking bullshit, I have to suffer. The internet is being cut off tonight.



I did everything I was supposed to do, and more. I did chores, I took care of myself, I helped them with shit. But I don't deserve to have internet so that I can talk to my only fucking friends. No, who cares about me, I'll just be cut off with nothing to do and no one I can talk to. What little social connection I have will die and with it my mind will follow.



There's no jobs to be had here. Businesses are going out of it one after another. The people here are generally rotten excuses for such who have no responsibility or manners. I will have nothing to do but sit here and WISH that I could talk to the ones who gave a damn.



My parents didn't bother to talk to me about it. To maybe find an alternative. They just did it and told me. Do they want me to become withdrawn and depressed again? I'm starting to wonder if they do this and cut off my friends from me. "Without friends you nothing", they always fucking preach.



Well thanks you self-righteous fuckers, you've left me with nothing.



Goodbye everyone, I'll miss you.

Wow, I haven't blurbed in this since January? How disturbing.

I haven't died yet, so that's cool. Two more weeks and I'll have completed my course (I'm taking an 8 week class). First month was classroom, the second was just working basically. So two weeks left of work. The prospect of being kept afterward was mentioned, but the local publishing company really doesn't have enough for me to do; so that won't happen. At least I've got work for this past month; so much better than having nothing to do. Not too long and I'll be moving anyway.

Moving, yes. To Toronto I will go. A somewhat unnerving idea. But I want to go to art school, and thus I must move. I'm from such a small town, the city will probably seem totally overwhelming to me. Not to mention feel a bit unsafe. However I hear that the crime rate in Toronto pales in comparison to Halifax. That doesn't surprise me much...Halifax is just...creepy. I mean it. Very strange vibe you get at night in Halifax. Glad I don't live there, all I can say.

So yeah. Just keeping things a little up-to-date so it doesn't look like I've died or left. I'm sure thats interesting to the probably two people who read my journals XD